Sunday, May 04, 2008

Tears

Yesterday, having done a lot of thinking, I realised that although the boy is a wonderful, amazing person, who is so on fire for God, and someone who I really respect and trust, he's not the right person for me to be creating a future with.

So I brought things to a halt. Because once I'd come to that decision I didn't want to be leading him on. It was really hard, and I am really upset, but I know that it was the right thing to do.

God has a wonderful plan for my life, and a wonderful plan for his life, but it's not a shared plan.

I guess I just want to tell the boy, if he ever reads this, thank you for giving me a really special two weeks. And thank you for understanding that I had to make this decision. You rock! And I pray that God will bring along the right person for you, in his good and perfect timing.

4 comments:

blest said...

Beautifully and wisely said. You have a lovely heart to go with your lovely face, you know that?

Jeana said...

I know from experience that is a very hard decision to make. When I reached that conclusion, I had been dating the guy for almost a year. After breaking it to him and spending most of the night in prayer about what kind of guy I was looking for, I met my husband the very next day.

True story.

Kathleen said...

I think it is very difficult to realize someone you like a lot is just not the person for you, especially when you feel your life is in turmoil. Your decision is a very mature one. One I probably should have made a couple of times in my past life that would have made that past life a bit easier.

Anonymous said...

Gosh what a hard thing to do. Good for you for not leading him on. I am sorry that you are going through this, but God will so honnor you doing His will.

And hey, look on the bright side, at least you will get more sleep!


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